Tuesday, April 28, 2009

JUST FEEL LIKE WRITING!!!




I HAVE BEEN IN THE MOOD TO WRITE AND NOW THAT KAYLOR IS ASLEEP AND KYLEE IS PLAYING, I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TOO!! MY LIFE IS SEEMING TO FINALLY CALM DOWN AGAIN (THANK GOODNESS BECAUSE I FELT LIKE IT NEVER WOULD) ESPECIALLY AFTER QUITTING MY JOB AND KAYLOR BEING HOSPITALIZED!!! KYLE AND I AND THE GIRLS HAVE NOT MISSED A SUNDAY OF CHURCH IN TWO MONTHS, AND WE FEEL LIKE WE ARE DOING EXACTLY WHAT GOD HAS INTENDED FOR US!! I AM FIXING UP THE CHURCH NURSERY (AS MY CONTRIBUTION TO THE CHURCH (ASIDE FROM THE MONEY WE PUT IN THE OFFERING) AND I FEEL SO PLEASED THAT I AM GETTING TO DO SOMETHING FOR THIS CHURCH THAT HAS BEEN MUCH NEEDED FOR A LONG TIME. I HAVE NOT GOTTEN TO WORK ON IT AS MUCH AS I HAVE WANTED TO BUT I DO ALREADY HAVE IT LOOKING PRETTY WELL. HOPEFULLY MORE FAMILIES WITH CHILDREN WILL BEGIN TO COME, IT IS A WONDERFUL CHURCH AND ALL THE MEMBERS ARE AMAZING PEOPLE. NOW THAT THE MONTH OF MAY IS DRAWING VERY NEAR, IT MAKES ME DWELL ON THE FACT THAT WE HAD TO BURY MY FATHER IN HIS HOME TOWN MUNISING MICHIGAN AT THE VERY YOUNG AGE OF 43. HE SUFFERED FROM ACUTE MYLEOID LUKEMIA AND GAVE IT ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING FIGHT TO LIVE THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN. I DO TRULY MISS HIM EVERY DAY AND I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT IT HAS ALREADY BEEN TWO YEARS. HE WAS SUCH AN AMAZING FATHER, HUSBAND, FRIEND, AND UMPA!!! HE WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART AND I WILL ( AS I PROMISED HIM ON HIS DEATH BED) LET HIS WONDERFUL FUFILLED LIFE LIVE ON THROUGH ME!! HERE IS A SHORT LETTER I WROTE TO MY FATHER AFTER HIS PASSING!! i HAVE ALSO INCLUDED A FEW PICTURES OF HIM HOLDING HIS PRIDE AND JOY KYLEE, AND A PICTURE OF HIS GRAVE!!

DAD
YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE GREATEST MAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN.
YOUR LIFE WAS TREASURED BY SO MANY.
KYLEE WAS SO BLESSED TO HAVE HAD THE TIME SHE SPENT WITH YOU.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES WE SHARED.
I MISS YOU MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY AND WILL ALWAYS HOLD A HUGE PORTION OF MY HEART FOR YOU.
AS PROMISED YOU LIFE WILL LIVE ON THROUGH ME.
I LOVE YOU!!!
MY FATHER, MY FRIEND, MY LOVE.




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